“thecalvertboyshavebeenbbbingagain,”geraldsaidresignedly,“elseyou’dnotbeknowingtheauntashleycanridewiththebestandpypokerwiththebest—that’s,puss!andi’otdenyingthatwhenhesetsouttodrinkhecanputeventhetarletonsunderthetablehecandoallthosethings,buthisheart’snotinitthat’swhyisayhe’squeer”
scarlettwassilentandherheartsanksheuldthinkofnodefenseforthisst,forsheknewgeraldwasrightashley’sheartwasinnoneofthepleasantthingshedidsowellhewasneverrethanpolitelyinterestedinanyofthethingsthatvitallyinterestedeveryoneelse
rightlyinterpretinghersilence,geraldpattedherarndsaidtriuhantlyherenow,scarlett!youadt’tistruewhatwouldyoubedoingwithahusbandlikeashley’tisonstrucktheyalre,allthewilkes”andthen,inawheedlingtoneheniwasntioningthetarletonsthewhileago,iwasn’tpushingthehey’refineds,butifit’scadecalvertyou’resettingyourcapafter,why,’tisthesawiththecalvertsaregoodfolk,alloftheforalltheoldnrryingayankeeandwheni’one—whist,darlin’,listento!i’llleavetaratoyouandcade—”
“iwouldn’thavecadeonasilvertray,”criedscarlettinfury“andiwishyou’dquitpushinghit!idon’twanttaraoranyoldpnatationpntationsdon’taunttoanythingwhen—”
以上摘自美国小说《飘》
scarlett和其父亲对于scarlett找丈夫事情上分歧严重。scarlett暗恋ashley,但scarlett的父亲完全不看好ashleyscarlett的父亲是个实干主义者,但ashley处理实际问题毫无能力,是个不愿面对现实、只会逃避现实的人。但scarlett迷在其中无法自拔。
人间的爱情是最深层次的对于自己需要的追求,这种需要还每每与现实很远,存在于某个体生命的想象中。
〈待续〉